The plan that I have been on for the past six weeks was not the right plan for me, so I have stopped.
Here's the deal. I've been bodybuilding for over 20 years. There have been times where everything was on track, I looked great and I was happy. There have been times when that wasn't the case. I have done restrictive diets where I dropped weight quickly, but it wasn't sustainable. I have been a "Cardio Bunny" and gained weight. I have gone vegan and not only lost weight, but lost tons of muscle and developed health problems. I have been strong but fat. I have been strong and lean. I've tried it all and here's what I know to be true: There are no shortcuts.
I know my body. I know what works for me. The only difficulty I have is lack of patience.
When I eat smart and lift heavy I get results. Really great results, actually. But it takes time. I get frustrated. I get impatient and I decide I need to do something to speed things up. Let me tell you something:
This never works.
My body doesn't respond well to lots of cardio, so spending an hour on the treadmill is not the answer for me. HIIT a couple times a week works best.
My body doesn't respond well to low calorie diets. I may initially lose fat, but I also will lose muscle and eventually gain all the fat back. And then some.
My body doesn't respond well to light weights for high reps. I want muscles. Big muscles. Light weights aren't going to get me to my goal.
I need to eat fat. Low fat diets put me in starvation mode and make me crave junk. If I don't get enough healthy fats my skin starts to get very dry and my hands will actually start to develop really painful, deep cracks.
I can't have sugar. For many reasons. Not the least of which are common yeast infections and hypoglycemia. My body is much happier if I don't have sugar.
Meat is good. It just is. Lots of protein, healthy fats and it tastes good. I need to eat it.
Having said that, I am a foodie. I love to eat. I love to cook. I need a flexible diet where I can eat foods that I enjoy. IIFYM works best for me.
I don't enjoy working out in a group setting. Classes really aren't my thing.
I don't like being told what to do. Trainers aren't my thing either.
February is always a very difficult month for me. I get depressed, I hate being cold and often I dont even want to leave the house. This is not the month for me to be strict with my diet and training because it's just not going to happen. Then I fail and end up even more depressed.
So, where does that leave me?
I gave myself a break until the end of February. No strict dieting and only training when I really feel like it. No pressure to get to the gym every day. No tracking macros.
I took some time to re-assess my training and diet and wrote up a new plan. Not surprisingly, it's actually almost identical to several plans I've done in the past. I go back to these basics because they work for me. I get results. I look good, I feel good and I'm healthy and happy. This is where I need to be right now, not dieting down, doing tons of cardio and spending a few months being miserable just so I can look good on stage before I rebound and gain a bunch of fat. Then start the whole cycle over again.
I will do this the right way, so I can get lean and healthy and STAY lean and healthy. I will be patient and consistent.
I will be happy.
My new plan starts March 1.